haha im still happy these few days... although there r still moments i got into great dilemmas and problems... but i solved them =) on sunday when i was giving testimony at the easter svc, i was sooooooooooo nervous... i sorta regretted at first but everything was easier than i thought... lol... at least i have to tell everyone my condition... well... some people didnt really take my story... whatever... haha... dun think they even dare go up... anyway... when i got upstage all my fear was gone miraculously la... i tot i would start shaking in that cold and pressured atmosphere as thousands of eyes are looking at you... haha... i decided to help ronald no matter wad... i know i will be able to influence him to become a better person... i seriously dun wanna take sides anymore... unfair to people cuz people tend to exaggerate when they get too confident of people's trust for them =) sigh... i still have not taken my beauty sleep.... lol... keep wanting to go home and sleep but i keep finding myself busy... lol... sigh... shall go sleep b4 someone kills me... haha... nitez all...

3/29/2005 12:29:00 AM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY

Many nights we've prayed
With no proof anyone could hear.
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood.
Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear.
We were moving mountains long
Before we knew we could.

[Chorus]
There can be miracles when you believe.
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill.
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe?
Somehow you will,
You will when you believe.

In this time of fear,
When prayer so often proves in vain,
Hope seemed like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away.
Yet now I'm standing here
With heart so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say.

[Chorus]
There can be miracles when you believe. (When you believe)
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill.
Who knows what miracles you can achieve (You can achieve)
When you believe?
Somehow you will,
You will when you believe.

They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fears
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see the way, get through the rain
A small but still, resilient voice
Says hope is very near, oh [Oh]

[Chorus]
There can be miracles when you believe. (When you believe)
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill.
Who knows what miracles you can achieve (You can achieve)
When you believe?
Somehow you will,
You will when you believe

3/17/2005 04:07:00 PM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY

^^ so happy ^^ the healing crusade was great i tell u... esp when u r in the choir... even though the commitment for the week is alot... but the reward u get for it is more than wad we deserve =D firstly, we get one of the best seats in the stadium... cuz it is near and we cant see wads happening... and also we get to go for all three svc and every service we get to experience the power of God... and i even got healed of the pain i have from spraining my ankle... i really admire rev benny alot... cuz the bible says that a man can talk to a mountain and throw it into a see but he must be without any doubt in his heart in doing so... so it means that rev benny have perfect faith in God... as the svc go on, i keep feeling surges of power going through my body... as though God is in the stadium anointing the people... then when the thing come right, my whole body was like numb... and i was crying at first... then laughing... lol... and i really felt i had spiritual wings and got lifted up in His presence... lol... i love choiring... hope he comes back soon...

3/14/2005 09:40:00 PM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY

im still tired... blur... in pain... burn out... isolated... yawnz... nearly pick a fight wif 2 person today... if God didnt stop me, i could have juz gave him a blow... i have 3 encounters wif him just today... and He told me something i think is very true la... no one will look down on you unless u too look down on urself... i have done many things which make me regret... very regretful... and i dunno why im still doing it... i juz took out my bandage today... it is still abit swollen and it is painful when i bend it some ways... i didnt care and continue to play bball... cuz i tot... who cares anyway... im the one in pain... realise i was wrong... my body is also part of the temple of God... so i decided to jump carefully... im so tired... later still have choir prac... not enuff rest... praise the Lord tmr no sch... btw i wanna share another thing... what ever God wants you to do, just do it... it is worthy

3/10/2005 04:02:00 PM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY

u know what... im experiencing one of those days which im very prone to injuries... i grazed my elbow, sprain my ankle and scratched my leg....not everything is going well la... my results like shit... im prepared to get scolded this friday... but... my choir practices are good... not as bad as wad jun said la... that junchilla... lol...wad i started to watch another anime due to clement's influence... Hunter X Hunter... quite a nice show la... but still naruto rox... haha... my ankle is swollen to a size of a tennis ball... but becuz i put tiger balm so not pain... hope that it will recover by the fri and sat svc... cuz i will have to stand for hours... btw... all those people who helped me get through my tough times... thank you very much... and thank God ^^

3/08/2005 12:39:00 AM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY

=) ronald is back!!! for a few days i didnt even talk to him but praise the lord some how we could communicate again... i didnt ask what happen and didnt planned to... he is my friend no matter wad happen =D lol... i got to know the kor family who often play basketball at tanglin cc and kenneth lim who is my senior and i didnt really know him till friday... he was like to depressed of his o levels result and i was sad i couldnt do anything much to console him... i tried to bring him closer to God but he rejected... i thought that his seeking of friends could just be fulfilled if he knows Jesus... i'm sooo tired since last week cuz i almost everyday also nv slp properly or lack of sleep... my eyes are burning.. some more i play basketball alot... which make me physically super tired out... about to burn out liao... i just recieved diff. advices to become better and closer to my cg from diff people... i thank them and thank God so much for these advices cuz it can not only draw me closer to cg members and friends, it may help me into drawing closer to God which i long to and more than willing to...

3/01/2005 10:56:00 PM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY